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This time i totally did it
okidoki, here it is- I'm doing my delayed share in playing the game.
Leave your name and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you,
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours.
-so far i owe gwen and rico. and kakalakadhimpupudi in my comment box. and i think seka too XD so once im done with eid dinner, i'll post for you guys
Replies to the names iv already been tagged by
Rico
1. you talk more than me. if i could give someone an award for that, it would be u.
2. i have a ringtone that sounds like someone running up and down the stairs in a frenzy...thats the only music tht reminds me of u XD.
3. actually, blue o.O cus ur always calling urself some version of "lonely boiii."
4. as long as we had class together, i could never leave the room in the same horrid mood i came in there with. you're so much fun to laugh at XD.
5. Physics, junior yr- you were trying to see my reaction to your psycho face in some surgical mask thingy u thought u were wearing.
6. a monkey. on crack. serious crack.
7. did u ever prove your "skills" to nina after all?
p.s- whyr u asking me wats wrong with ducan. ur the one whos so sure he has no chance o.o
Gwen
1. no matter how many bfs u get, u'll always remain my soulmate >D
2. goodnite and go (imogen heap) - its cute and upbeat ^^ its how i imagine u having a crush.
3. pink. ur adorable in pink.
4. bak in HS, anytime i complained, ud be there to share it. that and u dont take me seriously. thank God. lol.
5. Anime club, duh. u taught me to pass on the random enthusiastic hug tradition xD.
6. a bunny. a terribly evil bunny with reli sharp CLAWS of some sort.
7. WHY DID YOU GO LES WITH SOMEONE OTHER THAN ME?!?!
Sofia
1. ur the only person in the world lazier than i am. thats the award u wud get.
2. Just Say Goodbye xD ah boy...
3. rainbow.
4. with u, theres absolutely no brainwork involved. in fact using my brain wud be a bad thing. i love it.
5. humsabinsankebachayhain@hotmail.com
6. the happy bunny. especially when its so lame at times. >D
- ok interruption- rite when i finished typing that i was thinking, wats with me and bunnies today. and i got an e-mail from my TA saying NO MORE BUNNIES- and im like O_O wha..and apparently Boyer had a question about bunnies on the quiz...ah college professors...
7. are u sure u dont have breast cancer?
lol- there we go. did i miss anyone?? | | |
| gwenny's entry was beautiful. i am ridiculously tired. stay posted for my new post. yes, i am indeed about to post soon. go spread the word, act like u care. lol. i didnt get my course request for half my classes next semester. cus theyr full. and that sucks. so i have to go deal with that. until soon, later-
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ok, here I am. force adds are done, e-mails are sent, and I'm demanding an hour from my ridiculous life to yak about it XD well like I said, gwenny's entry was lovely, shudda inspired me enuff to write out to all my friends too since i was too depressed on thanksgiving to care about the world XD i kno its sad. but anyhow i'm just gonna say that if ur reading this despite how lame my webbie is, u probly deserve a good portion of my love which i assure u, u have ^^ lol yes, im sure i love you. there. u shud be happy now. i just can't do it one by one cus im reli bad at being specific xP that and unlike gwenny i do not have a boyfriend, so i'm not high on the gurly energy or anything. i'm actually pretty dead. but i wont get into that.
I notice how i walk around campus in my overcoat as if i own the place. pretty soon i'm gonna trip and get laughed at. that and noone knows that my coffee holder thingy has choklit milk in it half the time and orange juice in the other. i feel like such a ridiculous being. i can't wait for winter break. nothing specific. but breaks are good. come visit me T__T i'll do my best to remain conscious and attentive. totally. seriously. i demand visits over the break.
i don't usually rant here, so i'm not gonna. i'm getting more and more bipolar as time passes, but i guess that's nothing new, as long as i don't actually hurt anyone. too bad that is. meh. it was fun seeing rico a couple weeks bak ^^ i realise now matter how much we do the whole moving on and meeting new ppl thing, nothing refreshes u like good ol friends and good ol times. lets just hope i dont get married off to some demonslayer maniac who doesn't let me keep my friends. deal.
i guess on that note i'll head off to nowhere in particular. just so u kno, i love you all, and for those of u i luv the most, i try to make u feel special ok XD ima tired lonely gurl its the best i can do.
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| it's sad tht i have to say this XD ehhh but ppl u reli need to get over me and ducan and find new ppl to talk about <,<; cus to tell u the truth we aren't even all that interesting or as deep as u make us sound >___> all thruout high school it was go out u two go out go out go out!!! or omg they look horrrrrible together im gonna hate them for the rest of the yr or omg omg they were alllll over each other they must be going out and lying about it <,<;; sheesh...
well it's been a yr of college now..and i'm kinda hoping everyone wud get fed up of us and stop trying to "correct" watever relationship we have...i mean i appreciate everyone who cares, its good to kno ur there ^-^ but to the rest, reli, stop it =.= just because i don't have myself sworn to ducan till death on my facebook or little bubbly hearts all over my xanga means nothing more than the fact that sappy annoying goooooey couples make me SICK and i do not do the lame gf thing where "im in love with so and so" is the tagline to all my posts =.= and of course no offense to any of u who do do it o.o;;;; im just saying i dont ><; he calls me seven different kinds of desserts, thats his thing XD as mean as i seem and as "whipped" as it appears i make him, we've been friends long enough to be secure in how we act with each other >,> i don't pay him to carry my books around, he does it for fun, and i'd just rather ppl who'r gonna come lecture him about avoiding me cus i'll hurt him, back off >,> if ur not secure enuff to make fun of the person ur closest to, thats ur problem. no i'm not trying to turn ducan gay. no he's not some source of convenience for me, and no i don't tell him to spend time with me instead of other ppl or watever the hell it is u think i do. contrary to popular view he has a will of his own, and id reli like it if everyone stopped making me into such a villain ._. just cus im loud doesnt mean i don't hear remarks, and just cus im little doesn't mean they dont hit me >,> | | |
| guess whos back XD so ive had way too many mocha freezes >,> and need to keep my hands busy now..my brain sais sleeeeep u idiot u were up all nite...but my body sais wheeeeeeee...so i'm trying to work both of em since NCC taught me to type in my sleep XD
so aloha, ive made it out of the house XD surprisingly, it doesn't feel like anything major or even as liberating as I'd hoped >,> but i do feel at peace now ^^;; I mean I dont even mind going back home every so often >,> it's like I never hated home, just hated being there all the tme...living in the whore tower is pretty sweet too XD lol..nothing in particular, i've just been fortunate enough to have an incredibly drama-free hall...noone reli cares about anyone around ^^;; and its nice beingin an all gurls dorm >,> no worrying about wat i wear when the weather is extremely "pleasant" and there's no ac x.x
The campus is kinda deserted a lot of the time, cus most upperclassmen liv in apartments off campus where they (and the hoochie freshmen) spend most of their lives getting drunk off their asses. go there at nite and all there is is a buncha druglords with disposable cups in their hands tapping random car windows for a ride back to campus. kinda pathetic and hilarious at the same time. ah the things i'm learning from going out at nite XD;; not tht I go that often tho... i've actually realised im pretty moderate with all the change o.o haven't gone crazy or embraced alcoholism quite yet xD
*sips remainders of mocha freezie* so yeah classes...my classes so far are..i dunno...loveable actually xD most of em are theory classes, so it's a lot of arguing and writing BS which NCC trained me for anyway *_* wheee XD and i love how they totally disproved the vtech stereotype tht my dad wudnt stop talking about -_-;; the liberal arts school at tech is actually very decent, and my comm classes are great [film studies..wheeeeeeee!]. poli sci is great too...i actually think i'm doing better than the bio-chem students >,>; i'm actually enjoying the lecture style as opposed to seminar too, cus I can be as passive as I want during class, and also cus an actual qualified professos is the one doing more talking than the geniuses that aren't reli any smarter than I usually am. oh and, no more of that one person who always annoys the hell out of anyone...the type who'll write a single-spaced 3 page draft when the requirement is a page and a half double spaced, and the assignment is pass fail for an incredibly easy class but they think theyr just toooo smart to contain themselves -____-;;; actually who am i kidding >,> that's someone in my phil class rite now...but yea well at least i'm not dealing with that in every class *stabs*
i'll try to visit anyone who cares XD and believe it or not, it does get lonely here T.T so come on over whenever u can and i'll stuff u in all the all u can eat places XD | | |
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